Марсианские хроники
June 2001: — and the Moon Be Still as Bright
Hewantsmewithonlyoneholeinme.Isn’tthatodd?Hewantsmydeathtobeclean.Nothingmessy.Why?Becauseheunderstandsme.Andbecauseheunderstands,he’swillingtoriskgoodmentogivemeacleanshotinthehead.Isn’tthatit?
Nine,tenshotsbrokeoutinarattle.Rocksaroundhimjumpedup.Spenderfiredsteadily,sometimeswhileglancingatthesilverbookhecarriedinhishand.
Thecaptainraninthehotsunlightwitharifleinhishands.Spenderfollowedhiminhispistolsightsbutdidnotfire.InsteadheshiftedandblewthetopoffarockwhereWhitielay,andheardanangryshout.
Suddenlythecaptainstoodup.Hehadawhitehandkerchiefinhishands.Hesaidsomethingtohismenandcamewalkingupthemountainafterputtingasidehisrifle.Spenderlaythere,thengottohisfeet,hispistolready.
Thecaptaincameupandsatdownonawarmboulder,notlookingatSpenderforamoment.
Thecaptainreachedintohisblousepocket.Spender’sfingerstightenedonthepistol.
Thecaptainsaid,"Cigarette?"
"Thanks."Spendertookone.
"Light?"
"Gotmyown."
Theytookoneortwopuffsinsilence.
"Warm,"saidthecaptain.
"Itis."
"Youcomfortableuphere?"
"Quite."
"Howlongdoyouthinkyoucanholdout?"
"Abouttwelvemen’sworth."
"Whydidn’tyoukillallofusthismorningwhenyouhadthechance?Youcouldhave,youknow."
"Iknow.Igotsick.Whenyouwanttodoathingbadlyenoughyoulietoyourself.Yousaytheotherpeopleareallwrong.
