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Part II
"Youunderstand,doctor.Atapinch,itiseasyenoughtochoosebetweenbutandand.Italreadybecomesmoredifficulttooptforandorthen.Thedifficultygrowswiththenandafterwards.Butwhatissurelyhardestofallistodecidewhetheroneshouldputandornot."
"Yes,"Rieuxsaid."Iunderstand."
Andhesetoffagain.Theothermanseemedconfusedandoncemorecaughtupwithhim.
"Excuseme,"hestammered."Idon’tknowwhat’swrongwithmethisevening!"
Rieuxtappedhimlightlyontheshoulderandsaidthathewantedtohelphim,becausehisstoryinterestedhimagooddeal.Grandseemedalittlecalmerandwhentheyarrivedathishousehesitatedforamoment,theninvitedthedoctortocomeup.Rieuxaccepted.
Inthedining-room,Grandinvitedhimtositdownatatablespreadwithpapers,amanuscriptinminutehandwriting,whichwascoveredwithcrossings-out.
"Yes,that’sit,"Grandtoldthedoctor,whowaslookingathimenquiringly."Butwouldyoulikeadrink?Ihavealittlewine."
Rieuxrefused,Hewaslookingatthesheetsofpaper.
"Don’tlook,"saidGrand."It’smyfirstsentence.It’sgivingmetrouble,alotoftrouble."
He,too,wasstaringatallthesheetsofpaperandhishandseemedtobeirresistiblydrawntowardsoneofthem,whichheraisedupuntilthelightfromtheunshadedbulbwasshiningthroughit.Thesheettrembledinhishand.