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Chapter 16
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`Whatabout?’Shesat.Casefeltthebladesmove,veryslightly,beneathhernails.
`Whatevercomestomind.Mymind.It’smyparty.Thecoreswokeme.Twentyhoursago.Somethingwasafoot,theysaid,andIwasneeded.WereyouthesomethingMolly?Surelytheydidn’tneedmetohandleyou,no.Somethingelse...butI’dbeendreaming,yousee.Forthirtyyears.Youweren’tborn,whenlastIlaymedowntosleep.Theytolduswewouldn’tdream,inthatcold.Theytolduswe’dneverfeelcold,either.Madness,Molly.Lies.OfcourseIdreamed.Thecoldlettheoutsidein,thatwasit.Theoutside.AllthenightIbuiltthistohideusfrom.Justadrop,atfirst,onegrainofnightseepingin,drawnbythecold...Othersfollowingit,fillingmyheadthewayrainfillsanemptypool.Callalilies.Iremember.Thepoolswereterracotta,nursemaidsallofchrome,howthelimbswentwinkingthroughthegardensatsunset...I’mold,Molly.Overtwohundredyears,ifyoucountthecold.Thecold.’Thebarrelofthepistolsnappedupsuddenly,quivering.Thetendonsinherthighsweredrawntightaswiresnow.
`Youcangetfreezerburn,’shesaidcarefully.
`Nothingburnsthere,’hesaidimpatiently,loweringthegun.Hisfewmovementswereincreasinglysclerotic.Hisheadnodded.Itcosthimanefforttostopit.`Nothingburns.Iremembernow.Thecorestoldmeourintelligencesaremad.Andallthebillionswepaid,solongago.
