Темная башня: Стрелок
Chapter 5
Thefourthtime,andhisheadsettledtothewoodbeforethecoinstopped.
"There,"shesaidsoftly,furiously."You’vedrivenoutmytrade.Areyousatisfied?"
"They’llbeback,"thegunslingersaid.
"Nottonighttheywon’t."
"Whoishe?"Hegesturedattheweed-eater.
"Go-"Shecompletedthecommandbydescribinganimpossibleactofmast**bation.
"Ihavetoknow,"thegunslingersaidpatiently."He-"
"Hetalkedtoyoufunny,"shesaid."Nortnevertalkedlikethatinhislife."
"I’mlookingforaman.Youwouldknowhim."
Shestaredathim,theangerdying.Itwasreplacedwithspeculation,thenwithahigh,wetgleamthathehadseenbefore.Thericketybuildingtickedthoughtfullytoitself.Adogbarkedbrayingly,faraway.Thegunslingerwaited.Shesawhisknowledgeandthegleamwasreplacedbyhopelessness,byadumbneedthathadnomouth.
"Youknowmyprice,"shesaid.
Helookedathersteadily.Thescarwouldnotshowinthedark.Herbodywasleanenoughsothedesertandgritandgrindhadn’tbeenabletosageverything.Andshe’doncebeenpretty,maybeevenbeautiful.Notthatitmattered.Itwouldnothavematteredifthegrave-beetleshadnestedinthearidblacknessofherwomb.Ithadallbeenwritten.
Herhandscameuptoherfaceandtherewasstillsomejuiceleftinher-enoughtoweep.
"Don’tlook!Youdon’thavetolookatmesomean!"
"I’msorry,"thegunslingersaid."Ididn’tmeantobemean."
"Noneofyoumeanit!"Shecriedathim.
"Putoutthelights."
Shewept,handsatherface
