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Yougotthestingerandthevenomout,soyouwereleftwithonlyalittleitch.
Adambrokeintoanembarrassedsmile.Heleanedinandwhisperedintomyear:"IthinkI’malittlewiggedoutthatI’vebeenmoreintimatewithyourdadthanIhavewithyou."
Ilaughedatthat.Butitwassortoftrue.Inthefewweekswe’dbeentogether,wehadn’tdonemuchmorethankiss.Itwasn’tthatIwasaprude.Iwasavirgin,butIcertainlywasn’tdevotedtostayingthatway.AndAdamcertainlywasn’tavirgin.Itwasmorethatourkissinghadsufferedfromthesamepainfulpolitenessasourconversations.
"Maybeweshouldremedythat,"Imurmured.
Adamraisedhiseyebrowsasifaskingmeaquestion.Iblushedinresponse.Allthroughdinner,wegrinnedateachotheraswelistenedtoTeddy,whowaschatteringaboutthedinosaurboneshe’dapparentlydugupinthebackgardenthatafternoon.Dadhadmadehisfamoussaltroast,whichwasmyfavoritedish,butIhadnoappetite.Ipushedthefoodaroundmyplate,hopingnoonewouldnotice.Allthewhile,thislittlebuzzwasbuildinginsideme.IthoughtofthetuningforkIusedtoadjustmycello.HittingitsetsoffvibrationsinthenoteofA—vibrationsthatkeepgrowing,andgrowing,untiltheharmonicpitchfillsuptheroom.That’swhatAdam’sgrinwasdoingtomeduringdinner.
Afterthemeal,AdamtookaquickpeekatTeddy’sfossilfinds,andthenwewentupstairstomyroomandclosedthedoor.Kimisnotallowedtobealoneinherhousewithboys—notthattheopportunityevercameup.
