Если я останусь
2:48 A.M.
Well,whatisthis?
WhatamIcomingto?
Andbeyondthat,whatamIgonnado?
Nowthere’sblankness
Whereonceyoureyesheldthelight
Butthatwassolongago
Thatwaslastnight
Well,whatwasthat?
What’sthatsoundthatIhear?
It’sjustmylifetime
It’swhistlingpastmyear
AndwhenIlookback
Everythingseemssmallerthanlife
Thewayit’sbeenforsolong
Sincelastnight
NowI’mleaving
AnymomentI’llbegone
Ithinkyou’llnotice
Ithinkyou’llwonderwhatwentwrong
I’mnotchoosing
ButI’mrunningoutoffight
Andthiswasdecidedsolongago
Itwaslastnight
"Whatareyousinging,Mia?"Dadaskedme,catchingmeserenadingTeddyasIpushedhimaroundthekitcheninhisstrollerinavainattempttogethimtonap.
"Yoursong,"Isaidsheepishly,suddenlyfeelinglikeI’dmaybeillegallytrespassedintoDad’sprivateterritory.Wasitwrongtogoaroundsingingotherpeople’smusicwithouttheirpermission?
ButDadlookeddelighted."MyMia’ssinging‘WaitingforVengeance’tomyTeddy.Whatdoyouthinkaboutthat?"HeleanedovertomussmyhairandtotickleTeddyonhischubbycheek."Well,don’tletmestopyou.Keepgoing.I’lltakeoverthispart,"hesaid,takingthestroller.
Ifeltembarrassedtosinginfrontofhimnow,soIjustsortofmumbledalong,butthenDadjoinedinandwesangsoftlytogetheruntilTeddyfellasleep.Thenheputafingeroverhislipsandgesturedformetofollowhimintothelivingroom.
"Wanttoplaysomechess?"heasked.
