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Ermengarde
Ermengarde’smouthfellopenalittle.SheknewthatitwouldbefarfrombehavinglikearespectablechildataselectseminarytosaythatithadneveroccurredtoyouthatyouCOULDloveyourfather,thatyouwoulddoanythingdesperatetoavoidbeingleftaloneinhissocietyfortenminutes.Shewas,indeed,greatlyembarrassed.
"I—Iscarcelyeverseehim,"shestammered."Heisalwaysinthelibrary—readingthings."
"Iloveminemorethanalltheworldtentimesover,"Sarasaid."Thatiswhatmypainis.Hehasgoneaway."
Sheputherheadquietlydownonherlittle,huddled-upknees,andsatverystillforafewminutes.
"She’sgoingtocryoutloud,"thoughtErmengarde,fearfully.
Butshedidnot.Hershort,blacklockstumbledaboutherears,andshesatstill.Thenshespokewithoutliftingherhead.
"IpromisedhimIwouldbearit,"shesaid."AndIwill.Youhavetobearthings.Thinkwhatsoldiersbear!Papaisasoldier.Iftherewasawarhewouldhavetobearmarchingandthirstinessand,perhaps,deepwounds.Andhewouldneversayaword—notoneword."
Ermengardecouldonlygazeather,butshefeltthatshewasbeginningtoadoreher.Shewassowonderfulanddifferentfromanyoneelse.
Presently,sheliftedherfaceandshookbackherblacklocks,withaqueerlittlesmile.
"IfIgoontalkingandtalking,"shesaid,"andtellingyouthingsaboutpretending,Ishallbearitbetter.Youdon’tforget,butyoubearitbetter."